Ok Happiness start to slowly away now but not all

Okay, I forgot i have a grandmother that blame shits onto me cause of my bad behavior though out as a kid still not moving on or she hates that I have my mother blood and looks than has her son (My father) blood and looks. She has my sister who have there blood. And Its work perfectly since my little sister is a bitch to me now. First she all nice but most time she always get rage quit at little things like double locked the door.....Okay thats a stupid thing to start drama with me about double locked the door. I was in here in mine me time room with no shits happen but nahhhhhhhh I always cant get a single break from shits. Grandparents, auntie, sister, (gangster looking ass) father all of them start drama and not moving nor change all they kept telling people is my past behavior. Oh haha sound so familiar there peoples telling others how u act in the past or present. Thats you tries so hard to change or change so shits wont happen but how damage people can be its hard for them and me to change. Its really funny really. There be friends like "we understand how you felt and all crap" but when drama happen they just gives up or start being an asshole to you. Honestly we people dont know with there are true friends or family members there always a fake smell of the people we get close. I just got happy now I get blamed of locking a door and turning off lights/tv meanly the person is doing that is my father since mostly he the one out his room i out for food, goes bathroom, goes get ice packs for an overheating fan noisy laptop, and sometimes to be sleep and wakes up late. But still get blamed funny with i done moving out they has no one to argue nor blaming since my dad be the one in the house. I could see that happen now. Sadly they goes around telling people in church and at school of how i and my sister acted. Oh wow maybe the telling personal info i got from there traits to ruined someone life and start blaming shits onto people. sighs i just got to be very super happy when i get that new laptop i be blasting music inside my room and sleep and being me with i could found him